Lessons of the Day
11 Apr 2011 4 Comments
in Daniel, Divorce, Faith, God, Jesus, John, Lent, Marriage, Spiritual Growth Tags: adulterous woman, Daniel, Faith, God, Jesus, John, Lent, sin, Susanna
I always feel sad when reading the story of Susanna, since many of our Protestant friends do not include it in their version of the Old Testament, considering it apocrypha and non-canonical.
Sad, because it is one of the most exceptional stories in the bible, one that trumpets extraordinary faith.
Susanna is the wife of a very rich man who meets regularly with elders of the people who sit in judgment on the people in various disputes.
Secretly, the two are smitten with Susanna and secret themselves in her garden often to lustfully spy on her. The conspire to have their way with her.
One day, they confront her, and offer her this choice: Either lay with them or they will accuse her of having a young man as a lover, one they caught her with in the garden.
Susanna realizes she cannot win, but she decides to retain her virtue before God. She let’s go with a mighty scream, and the elders begin yelling too. As people assemble, they tell the story that they, walking by observed a young man enter the garden. Going in to investigate they see the two lay together in the garden. As they move in to stop the tryst, the young man runs away.
Susanna is condemned to be stoned to death. Susanna accepts her fate, but prays to God who knows of her innocence. God sends his Spirit upon Daniel who is still a young lad. He stops the procession to the place of stoning and calls for a new hearing. He separates the two elders and questions them separately, thereby bringing forth discrepancies in their testimony. Susanna is vindicated and the elders suffer the fate they would have imposed upon Susanna.
As a lawyer, two things immediately struck me. One, today we practice sequestration of witnesses precisely so that they cannot listen to others testimony and conform their own to it. Secondly, perjury, of which the elders were guilty, today carries the same penalty as that of the crime for which they offered the perjured testimony. This is unique in all of jurisprudence.
As a more learned amateur biblical scholar, I realize that the story was written during some period when the united monarchy was not in place and also when there was tension between the two. For Daniel relates to the two guilty elders:
“This is how you have been treating the daughters of Israel, and they were intimate with you through fear; but a daughter of Judah would not tolerate your wickedness.” [Dn 13: 57]
The elders have practiced this deceit before and it has worked on the daughters of Israel, the women of the Northern Kingdom, but not a daughter of Judah of the Southern Kingdom.
This story is juxtaposed with the story from John of the adulterous woman. Here the woman is in fact guilty of the charged adultery. No claim is made that she is not. Yet Jesus does not allow that condemnation to result in her stoning, as was the custom. No, he challenges her accusers, telling them, “let the one among you who is guiltless be the first to throw a stone at her.” (We might reflect on what this means for capital punishment adherents.)
Of course, being good Jews, they realize that all are sinful before God, and they, one by one, walk away, leaving Jesus alone with the woman. Shockingly, or so it seems, Jesus says he will not condemn her either, EVEN THOUGH he is without sin, and has been appointed, though perhaps not yet, to be our judge.
We don’t place enough emphasis on this I don’t think. Jesus, even though he was the only one who had the absolute right to condemn her, did not. He did not require her to beg for forgiveness, in fact there is no suggestion that she did so, or felt a desire to do so. Grateful no doubt that her life was spared, no words of penance or promise of future conduct issue from her mouth.
In the MUCH quoted phrase, Jesus tells her to “go away, and from this moment sin no more.” This phrase is misused so very often to justify Christian judgment against people, especially those who are “status sinners.” By that I mean people who merely by being who they are, are considered unrepentant sinners. Gays and divorced and remarried individuals for instance.
Yet, if there ever was a case when we cannot take a text literally, this would be it. Jesus tells the woman to go forth and sin NO more. How can this be? Throughout the Hebrew Scriptures, and throughout frankly the New Testament we are told again and again, that we are ALL sinners. We are sinners from birth if you believe the doctrine of original sin. Jesus was sent to us because it was impossible, according to Paul for any Jew to adhere perfectly to the Torah.
We are all sinners no matter how much we try to be otherwise. We all fall short, we all fail, in myriads of ways, in myriads of circumstances. So Jesus cannot have meant this literally. He probably meant more like, “do your very best to at all times be the best person you can be. Remember that God intervened to save you, and do your best to help others, and thank God a lot for what he has done on your behalf.
Surely the rigid among us will split hairs and say that well, Jesus was talking about actively choosing to do wrong, and then replay their litany of what is wrong behavior. But that is by an account a very subjective list. Better to not judge ourselves as our Lord did not, trust that God takes care of his children as is deemed right, and mind our own business!
Two women, one a woman of great faith, one the recipient of great pardon. Both beloved by God.
Amen.
It Really is Your Choice
13 Feb 2011 3 Comments
in Bible Essays, Corinthians, Divorce, Ecclesiasticus, Genesis, God, Holy Spirit, Marriage, Matthew Tags: bible essays, God, good and evil, Jesus, morality, right and wrong
Technically I’m a great poker player. I can compute odds with ease in my head, and I never lost a penny playing poker in the long run. But I suck, because I am emotionally unfit for the game.
Translation: I get very mad when other people play stupidly.
I’ve asked God to help me stop this behavior. Lots of people ask God for help. And they tend to use the phrase, “I cannot do it without your help Lord, but only your help will give me the strength.” Or words to that effect.
Well, suddenly when I was saying those words, it came to me: (God spoke to me as I see it), “NO! You have all you need to stop your anger. I AM you. I am here to love you no matter what. I witness your failures. But YOU choose how to behave.”
Well, you can say what you will about my “encounter” of course. But it seems to me that in reading the Mass for today, I maybe got the message correctly.
Ecclesiasticus 15:16-21 2Corinthians 2:6-10 Matthew 5:17-37Ben Sira states:
“If you wish, you can keep the commandments, to behave faithfully is within your power.” (emphasis mine)
Paul states:
(The hidden wisdom of God) “. . .are the things that God has revealed to us through the Spirit, for the Spirit reaches the depths of everything, even the depths of God.”
And Jesus says in Matthew:
“For I tell you, if your virtue goes no deeper than that of the scribes and Pharisees, you will never get into the kingdom of heaven.”
What is being said here?
Ecclesiasticus seems most straightforward. Remember the words of Genesis:
God created man in the image of himself, in the image of God he created him, male and female he created them. (Gen 1: 27)Now, I have never taken this to mean that we are like God in a physical sense. Rather, being sentient, I believe it means that our minds work as God’s does. B follows A, and 2+ 2 = 4. While we have limits to the capacity of our minds, we see the universe as God sees it. Thus we can communicate.
Thus to me, having the power, means I have all the requisite mind to discern good and evil. I don’t need any collection of writings (however much they aid me from not having to duplicate work) for within myself, I know right from wrong.
Further along in the reading from Ecclesiasticus Ben Sira continues:
He has set fire and water before you; put out your hand to whichever you prefer. Man has life and death before him; whichever a man likes better will be given him.
Indeed, choose the fire if you wish, but don’t blame God if you get burned.
Paul of course, is explaining that the Spirit of God naturally guides us to the depths of God meaning I believe that we can easily discern what God wants from us: to do good. We need no special education or teaching from wise men and women. This is never to say that such things are not useful, in making our tasks easier, but they are not necessary to our being good people. Being good is natural to sentient beings created in the image (mind) of their Creator.
What to make of all the wise sayings of Jesus in Matthew? Well, some churches, mine included, seem to think that these are special “rules of the road.” Thus Catholics are “supposedly” forbidden divorce, since Jesus, taken literally does seem to say that. Some take the “taking of oaths” quite literally.
But I don’t think this laundry list of dos and don’ts is what Jesus had in mind.
Recall the quoted part: if your virtue goes no deeper than that of the scribes. . .
What were they noted for?
Specifically they were noted for studying the laws of Torah so minutely that they had created a million little laws, nitpicking the teachings to death. This and that were clean, unclean, not to be done on this day or that.
Jesus here is saying is that if you do that, you are missing the real virtue of the law, the real depth of meaning. Jesus illustrates with some of those deeper meanings, not as “new” laws, but meaning that you will discern right and wrong, truth and falsity if you look within at the point of the commandments. What is God asking of us?
Jesus completes the Law by bringing the message of love and compassion and caring for each other. Remember he taught that our first commandment was to love God, and then to love our neighbors. All the law is summed up in these two things. As one rabbi said, all else in the Torah is commentary.
To those who feel that there is no moral compass without a inerrant book to guide you, I can only say, then you have missed the point of the book. For plenty of the writers alluded to the fact that it is “written in our hearts.”
Blessings. AMEN.
The Walk I Make
25 Aug 2010 6 Comments
in Catholicism, Divorce, Jesus, Marriage Tags: Catholic Church, Catholicism, Christianity, Divorce, Eucharist, Marriage, Religion and Spirituality

I’m Catholic, Roman Catholic. Let me be very clear about that. It is who I am, in the deepest part of my soul.
And yet I am not.
If that sounds mildly crazy, well welcome to my world.
Let me back up.
I chose to be Catholic at age 43. I was baptised, confirmed and then received my first communion at the Vigil Mass in 1993.
In doing this, I fulfilled a life-long dream, I had not even been aware was possible in my teens and even into adulthood. I knew so little about religion that I thought one must be “born” into a faith.
They say you are always a Catholic once baptised or confirmed. No matter what you do. And, and I believe them. So I am Roman Catholic. Still. Even though. . . .
I have been going to an Episcopal Church for two years.
It’s a fine church, a busy, socially conscious place filled with liberal minds and open hearts, and justice working individuals. It’s clergy is excellent.
Why did I end up there?
Oh, certainly I am at odds with the Roman Church over doctrine. I find much Catholic dogma simply wrong-headed. I can explain why, and no doubt will in later posts. I am deeply appalled at the behavior of the Church over the pedophilia issue. I am shocked, saddened, and angry.
But that is not why I left.
I was rejected.
Why you ask?
Because at the age of 49, I had the unmitigated gall to marry for the first time to a man who was divorced. A man thrice divorced, actually. He was never a Catholic, and never married to one.
Yet, the Church considers me to be living in sin. Unless, at the age of 60, he is granted an annulment of his first marriage (presuming the latter two are considered invalid already), I am not entitled to receive the sacrament of Eucharist.
Ironically, if I violate my marriage vows and leave him, even if I hurt him deeply, destroying his life, the Church would welcome me back as redeemed. Just one good confession away from being in the good graces of the Church.
How does that grab ya? How blessedly Christian is that? How is this following Christ, and practicing forgiveness, compassion, empathy, or any other fine Christian sentiments?
So I found a place where I was welcomed.
Yet, after two years, I find myself in deep pain. I miss my Church. She is mine, wrong-minded and hurtful as I find her to be. My identity has been trampled and trashed, because of an arguable, but not necessary interpretation of a few pieces of Scripture.
So I do morning and evening prayer, and my rosary, and make an act of contrition, and I pray a lot. And I seek answers.
Do I risk confessing to a priest only to be solemnly turned away? Do I go to a large metropolitan Church and lose myself in the masses? Do I seek out a progressive clergy?
These are the questions I ponder, as I walk this lonely road. I have made no decision yet. I wait, pray, and ask for guidance. Someone, somewhere will come to my assistance. Lord, make haste to help me.
Amen.
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